Since posting this I have gracefully avoided and happily enjoyed missing baby moose (surely the plural isn’t meese), Elk of varying sizes and numbers, fox, many Eagles, hawk, and Peregrine Falcons. I have hit and killed multuple yellow butterflies, but I swear they have a kamikaze intent.
I think the moment I came out of the womb I was too crowded. It’s why I spend so much time in the bathroom. Not because I primp or spend hours putting on lipstick. I only wear blush. I need more time by myself to be myself. I need more time with my voices of reason and calmness.
Tonight I drove up French Mountain road and turned left on Shanghai Divide. It was a dangerous, beautiful, peaceful ride. I saw a black bear cub, three white tail deer, and some bunny rabbits. No one talked to me and I didn’t have to listen.
Tonight was the first night in a long time that I’ve missed my 8pm goal to post something. I sacrificed 24 minutes to gain my sanity. Life is good.